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Note: You can change font size, font face, and turn on dark mode by clicking the "A" icon tab in the Story Info Box. Please consider leaving feedback on issues you experience or suggest improvements. This is a true story about the first time I sucked a big black cock. It was a few years ago now, I was in my early twenties, right out of college, and still lived at my parents' house.

I never told anyone this before, so this is my way of getting it off my chest. A little background first. As far as everyone was aware I was straight, but for some time I have had a thing for big black dick. I don't know when it first started, but it had been years at this point.

I watched interracial porn almost exclusively, and I would fantasize about girls I knew getting railed by giant black dicks like the ones I had seen in videos online.

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I would get so turned on thinking about it but never acted on it up until this point, chalking it up to a taboo fetish or fantasy. This desire manifested itself when I looked at porn. I always wanted to see the girl getting pleasured by some giant monster dick, and sometimes I was more turned on by watching the guy than the girl.

I loved rough sex, cumshots, and, particularly, facials, where I could secretly admire a giant dick and heavy load while telling myself I liked it because she had a pretty face. By the time I went to college, I was basically jerking off to interracial porn exclusively.

My favorite was still the facial, but now it was a big black dick cumming all over a pretty white face. While going to college, I saw black guys pretty much get their pick of the litter with the hot women around campus, what with the football team, basketball team, etc. I had a few girlfriends, and everything was pretty much normal, but you couldn't help but notice that the best looking girls around the school were all with black guys, mostly athletes.

And I couldn't help but think of these little while girls getting impaled by big black cocks. I remember in particular trying to talk to this one girl after class, only to get blown off and see her walk off with this jacked black guy that probably played football or something.

I saw them dancing at a party that weekend, she was grinding her round ass into his crotch while he ran his hands up and down her. She was wearing this tight skirt. I jerked off that night thinking of him fucking to absolute shit out of her from behind. There were a bunch of examples of things like this happening in college.

I would watch interracial porn and picture these blondes from my classes getting nailed by their big black boyfriends. Over time, my curiosity started to take over, and I found myself more and more thinking about just the big black cocks, and not the white girls they went into.

I found myself trying to sneak peeks at the black guys in my classes' crotches to see if they were packing heat. I would think about black cock constantly, even going so far as to picture myself on my knees for one of these massive bbc cumshots I jerked off to so often.

By the time I was a senior, I had more or less accepted my fate. Even though I had a girlfriend at this point, I had posted a bunch of ads on craigslist and maintained a profile on an online gay hookup site. I would post ads about how I was a white guy looking for a hung black male, to suck a big black dick, and got a few hits here and there, but never ended up following through.

I always ended up getting nervous and chickening out before meeting up. At one point, I even went into a gay bar that was near the campus with the hope of meeting youbg gay try firsy big black dicks with someone, but walked out not too long after I went in. By the time we graduated college it had become an obsession.